I woke up this morning to a frustrating email from a software company. A company representative actually emailed me with a question about what services I would want if the software cost switched to $1000 per year. This is for a web development application which is already fairly expensive even as a non-SaaS product. But it has been reasonable enough that I have paid for both work and home versions. I have used it for years. Upgrades are around $300 each. I used to upgrade to each new version, which occurred about once a year. But I now upgrade every 2 - 3 years. There are a few reasons for this. For one thing, the software has matured. So I wait for enough new features to compel me to buy an update. Another factor is that I simply do not use it as much as I used to. I was pretty much a full time developer with this software being a primary tool. But I have been more of an administrator at my day job lately and I have decreased the amount of freelance work. I still develop and update web apps both in my main job and as a freelancer so I do use the software but not as much as I used to. The software is still important to me but it is not $1000 per year important.
I see that SaaS can be useful for some software in some companies. But I am frustrated that it has become the only option for some applications. Here are some cases.
Microsoft Office
At work, it makes sense for MS Office to be SaaS because it simplifies management across hundreds of computers. Office 365 also have online features which are useful in a large company environment. But my personal use does not warrant payment of Office as a service. So I use LibreOffice instead. I use it a fair amount but I do not see any of my use justifying a monthly or annual fee. I do donate to LibreOffice and occasionally upgrade. I would be OK even if payment was required for upgrades. I would at least have control over when I upgrade and the cost of upgrades.
Adobe
I work for an international print company. As a print company, the branches do need to maintain the latest of most of the Adobe applications. But the company has recently decided to discontinue some of the licenses. It was decided that many shops only need 1 full Adobe subscription. So this is one company which is beginning to spend less on Adobe because of the forced subscriptions. If Adobe had both the SaaS and non-SaaS options, the company would allow more use of Adobe. Have the subscription services for where they are most important but some uses would do fine with just a desktop version. For instance, most of my use of Adobe at work is fine with the old desktop version which I use. In my home use, I use several Adobe products but the pre-SaaS version 6 works fine for my uses.
Some people argue that having both SaaS and non-SaaS versions would be difficult for software companies. I believe this to be false. This is because the primary parts of most of the SaaS software are still desktop based. The add-ons are what would fit as a separate SaaS package which could be activated if the user has a subscription. It does not need to be an all or none scenario. Even upgrades can be both as a service or separately purchased based on user needs. But the SaaS companies want to force everyone into the same payment model when that is not necessary from either a development or user standpoint. And more software companies are jumping on the SaaS bandwagon as so many people feel like they have to accept the model.
I think that more people should look for alternatives. There are very good alternatives to Microsoft Office. Honestly, I think that most home users would do fine with LibreOffice instead of paying an ongoing fee for Microsoft Office. Even if I did not already have Adobe CS 6, there are alternatives to most Adobe software. Most which I have seen are admittedly not as good but are functional for many people. In the case of the development application which I originally noted in this article, there are also alternatives. I think that it is time for more people to look more closely at non-SaaS versions.
Sunday, October 20, 2019
Saturday, May 18, 2019
Pro-abortion is Pro-life
In a way, this is a response to Busy Philipps' 1 in 4 tweet. That was specifically addressing women who had an abortion. So I did not think that it was appropriate to directly respond to the tweet. I am a guy whose partner had an abortion. I was in agreement. We were in a rather bad state at the time to be parents. We both had experiences with bad parents. So we were sensitive to how our current lifestyles would negatively impact the life of the child.
I am pro-choice. For a large chunk of a pregnancy, it is more of a medical condition than a separate life. So it should be fully up to the woman to decide. But I go as far as to say that I am pro-abortion. There are a number of reasons for this. I am very much aware of how the quality of one's childhood seriously impacts the quality of adulthood. In addition to being old enough to see bad lives come out of bad childhood influences and experiences, I also had difficulties with having had parents. They were not bad people but they were not good parenting candidates.
Another reason for being pro-abortion is an understanding of the medical side. Most abortions are done when there is no child. So early stage abortions are completely ethical. Later stage abortions do move into a grayer area. But laws about late stage abortion should be based on medical and scientific understandings rather that beliefs. That segways into another reason for being for abortions. I have no supernatural believes. I do not believe that souls exist. So no souls are harmed with abortions.
Quality over quantity is a big reason for my pro-abortion stance. Too many people are born into bad circumstances, many of which are actually due to overpopulated areas. Once people are born, I believe they should have as many options for a good life as possible. Unfortunately, too many people have no such options.
I believe that widely available birth control and abortion options raise the quality of life. This leads me to think about an hypocrisy among the anti-abortionists. Many of them speak of the sanctity of life yet are not into devoting enough resources to the quality of life. Then they believe in ending lives when the quality of life affects bad enough behaviors.
In my opinion ...
Pro-abortion is pro-life.
I am pro-choice. For a large chunk of a pregnancy, it is more of a medical condition than a separate life. So it should be fully up to the woman to decide. But I go as far as to say that I am pro-abortion. There are a number of reasons for this. I am very much aware of how the quality of one's childhood seriously impacts the quality of adulthood. In addition to being old enough to see bad lives come out of bad childhood influences and experiences, I also had difficulties with having had parents. They were not bad people but they were not good parenting candidates.
Another reason for being pro-abortion is an understanding of the medical side. Most abortions are done when there is no child. So early stage abortions are completely ethical. Later stage abortions do move into a grayer area. But laws about late stage abortion should be based on medical and scientific understandings rather that beliefs. That segways into another reason for being for abortions. I have no supernatural believes. I do not believe that souls exist. So no souls are harmed with abortions.
Quality over quantity is a big reason for my pro-abortion stance. Too many people are born into bad circumstances, many of which are actually due to overpopulated areas. Once people are born, I believe they should have as many options for a good life as possible. Unfortunately, too many people have no such options.
I believe that widely available birth control and abortion options raise the quality of life. This leads me to think about an hypocrisy among the anti-abortionists. Many of them speak of the sanctity of life yet are not into devoting enough resources to the quality of life. Then they believe in ending lives when the quality of life affects bad enough behaviors.
In my opinion ...
Pro-abortion is pro-life.
Friday, January 4, 2019
A Big Chunk of My Work History
managing print projects > managing / prepping files for print projects > editing files for print projects > print designer > web designer > web administrator
Sunday, October 21, 2018
Using Metered Connection Setting To Block Windows Major Updates
Windows Updates are potentially dangerous if done on Microsoft's schedule. The Fall 2018 Windows Update resulted in a substantial number of people experiencing file loss. With an earlier update, one of my computers would have experienced startup issues due to a standard chip which was incompatible with the update if I had not been able to delay the update until Microsoft fixed the issue.
Windows 10 Professional has a means to set update delays. But Microsoft decided to not include that in the Home version. With the well publicized issues with their updates, it would seem that adding that feature to Windows 10 Home would be seen as a publicity boost to Microsoft. But that is not the case. But Windows Spring and Fall updates have been way too unpredictable. At least one update was even problematic with Microsoft's own Surface line. So it is important to have a means to block the updates.
I use the metered connection option on my computers with the Home version. This option was intended as a means to decrease data usage on connections with data limits. But it is effective with blocking the major Windows updates. A recent update did change the block to allow security updates on metered connections. But I don't find security updates to be problematic. Plus security updates are important. So the metered connection setting blocks the major updates while allowing the security to be maintained.
The initial metered connection setting for each wi-fi connection has to be manually set. That being said, the setting is automatic once initially set. Here is how the metered connection is set.
Click on the internet access icon in the right side of the task bar. Select the properties link for the network which you want to set as a metered connection. In the settings window for the connection, scroll down until you see the metered connection section. Turn "set as metered connection" on. Then close the settings window. Windows major updates are now blocked for this specific connection. As noted, this has to be done for every connection to avoid the updates. But that's OK since the major updates take a substantial amount of time to download and it only takes a few seconds to turn the metered connection on.
Windows 10 Professional has a means to set update delays. But Microsoft decided to not include that in the Home version. With the well publicized issues with their updates, it would seem that adding that feature to Windows 10 Home would be seen as a publicity boost to Microsoft. But that is not the case. But Windows Spring and Fall updates have been way too unpredictable. At least one update was even problematic with Microsoft's own Surface line. So it is important to have a means to block the updates.
I use the metered connection option on my computers with the Home version. This option was intended as a means to decrease data usage on connections with data limits. But it is effective with blocking the major Windows updates. A recent update did change the block to allow security updates on metered connections. But I don't find security updates to be problematic. Plus security updates are important. So the metered connection setting blocks the major updates while allowing the security to be maintained.
The initial metered connection setting for each wi-fi connection has to be manually set. That being said, the setting is automatic once initially set. Here is how the metered connection is set.
Sunday, July 15, 2018
Another Windows mess - automatically start apps open when computer last shut down
Google Chrome started to open every time I turned on my computer. Although a minor thing, I decided to look into why. It turns out that it is due to a half-baked new Windows 10 feature. Microsoft decided that it made sense to automatically open applications which were open when the computer was shut down. I agree that this isn't a completely bad idea since computers can accidentally be shut down. But there are issues which Microsoft did not anticipate.
The issue which affects Chrome appears to be background processes. It appears that Windows is interpreting Google background processes as being the Chrome browser. Even after I changed Chrome settings to not run background processes after the browser is closed, Chrome still opens on Windows startup. It is thought that this is due to my use of Google Drive. Windows may be interpreting Google Drive as part of Chrome so it reopens Chrome on startup.
Another issue which doesn't directly affect me but may be problematic is when an application actually causes problems which require Windows to be forced to shut down. I've seen multiple causes for this but a virus is one of the reasons. If Windows automatically opens applications which were previously open, the application which caused the shutdown will be opened again.
It seems to me that Windows should have made better settings for this. There should be a means to exclude specific applications. There should also be a means to turn the feature completely off. There is one setting which turns the feature off for Store apps but not desktop apps.
I am getting Windows update fatigue. Between features which are not adequately developed before launch to updates actually causing problems which specific computers, I've become quite frustrated with Windows updates. For a while, I prevented non-security Windows updates by designating all wifi connections as metered. This was because the spring update had issues with each of my computers. I eventually updated 2 of the 3 computers. But the issues with updates are just too much. So I am convinced more than ever that I get more negatives out of the major Windows updates that I get positives.
By the way, 2 of my 3 Windows 10 devices are high end computers. One is actually a Surface Pro 4 yet Microsoft can't even get their upgrades to be consistently clean with Surface devices.
The issue which affects Chrome appears to be background processes. It appears that Windows is interpreting Google background processes as being the Chrome browser. Even after I changed Chrome settings to not run background processes after the browser is closed, Chrome still opens on Windows startup. It is thought that this is due to my use of Google Drive. Windows may be interpreting Google Drive as part of Chrome so it reopens Chrome on startup.
Another issue which doesn't directly affect me but may be problematic is when an application actually causes problems which require Windows to be forced to shut down. I've seen multiple causes for this but a virus is one of the reasons. If Windows automatically opens applications which were previously open, the application which caused the shutdown will be opened again.
It seems to me that Windows should have made better settings for this. There should be a means to exclude specific applications. There should also be a means to turn the feature completely off. There is one setting which turns the feature off for Store apps but not desktop apps.
I am getting Windows update fatigue. Between features which are not adequately developed before launch to updates actually causing problems which specific computers, I've become quite frustrated with Windows updates. For a while, I prevented non-security Windows updates by designating all wifi connections as metered. This was because the spring update had issues with each of my computers. I eventually updated 2 of the 3 computers. But the issues with updates are just too much. So I am convinced more than ever that I get more negatives out of the major Windows updates that I get positives.
By the way, 2 of my 3 Windows 10 devices are high end computers. One is actually a Surface Pro 4 yet Microsoft can't even get their upgrades to be consistently clean with Surface devices.
Sunday, June 17, 2018
My fears of religions
Fear is not necessarily phobia. A phobia is an extreme or irrational fear of or aversion to something. Yes, that fits the fear which some people have. But I believe that there are some specific fears of religions which are rational and valid. This is not a comprehensive list nor one in any particular order. This is just some thoughts which I wanted to write in response to a recent event. I may add to this when I have time. That being said, the first one is probably my biggest fear. In a way, the fears which follow interconnect with the first one.
Fear of laws controlled by religion
There are countries with the death penalty for homosexuality. These are mostly based on Islamic law. But homosexuality is illegal in Uganda based on Christian influence of law. As a bisexual, I would be killed in some areas. Some counties will kill a person like me who changes from the state religion. My atheism will get me killed in some countries. The anti-abortion motivations are mostly based on interpretations of religion. There's even heavy bias against general birth control based on supernatural beliefs. In addition to these things, limited rights of women, slavery and currently the separation of children from immigrant families have been justified by referencing the Bible.
Fear for women's rights
The texts of the Judaeo-Christian regions are male centric in the lighter areas and downright harsh toward women in other areas. Religion has been used to legally suppress women. The tide has turned in secular run countries. But religious states, especially the ones controlled by laws derived from the Abrahamic religions, are almost universally oppressive to women.
Fear for education
A lot of people believe that their "holy books" are absolutely accurate and without error. Any scientific or historical discoveries which contradict these writings are considered wrong and suppressible. Some people believe that biblical views should be taught on equal terms while others support outright bans of contradictory information. People have been executed for differing opinions.
Fear for the environment
Air and water pollution were very bad in many areas of the United States when I was a kid. There was resistance to laws to clean things up and keep them clean. Some of the opposition came from religious groups. I asked someone about his opposition. He replied that it's all wasted expense because the end times prophesied in Revelations are close. Recently, there have been movements by some Christians to promote the idea that striving for a clean environment is biblical. Other Christian groups were opposed to that and even claimed that environmentalism is sinful. Some oil companies saw the latter groups as potential allies and funded them.
Fear of the restriction and loss of critical thinking
Religion, by its very nature, relies on people not thinking through things. There are concerns by some religionists that they are on the losing side. That's not yet happened, in part because people are prevented from or conditioned to avoid seeing contradictory information. Of course, that is not exclusive to religion. But most promoters of religion have it in their best interests to hide facts and masquerade their own regressive perspectives as truth.
Fear of laws controlled by religion
There are countries with the death penalty for homosexuality. These are mostly based on Islamic law. But homosexuality is illegal in Uganda based on Christian influence of law. As a bisexual, I would be killed in some areas. Some counties will kill a person like me who changes from the state religion. My atheism will get me killed in some countries. The anti-abortion motivations are mostly based on interpretations of religion. There's even heavy bias against general birth control based on supernatural beliefs. In addition to these things, limited rights of women, slavery and currently the separation of children from immigrant families have been justified by referencing the Bible.
Fear for women's rights
The texts of the Judaeo-Christian regions are male centric in the lighter areas and downright harsh toward women in other areas. Religion has been used to legally suppress women. The tide has turned in secular run countries. But religious states, especially the ones controlled by laws derived from the Abrahamic religions, are almost universally oppressive to women.
Fear for education
A lot of people believe that their "holy books" are absolutely accurate and without error. Any scientific or historical discoveries which contradict these writings are considered wrong and suppressible. Some people believe that biblical views should be taught on equal terms while others support outright bans of contradictory information. People have been executed for differing opinions.
Fear for the environment
Air and water pollution were very bad in many areas of the United States when I was a kid. There was resistance to laws to clean things up and keep them clean. Some of the opposition came from religious groups. I asked someone about his opposition. He replied that it's all wasted expense because the end times prophesied in Revelations are close. Recently, there have been movements by some Christians to promote the idea that striving for a clean environment is biblical. Other Christian groups were opposed to that and even claimed that environmentalism is sinful. Some oil companies saw the latter groups as potential allies and funded them.
Fear of the restriction and loss of critical thinking
Religion, by its very nature, relies on people not thinking through things. There are concerns by some religionists that they are on the losing side. That's not yet happened, in part because people are prevented from or conditioned to avoid seeing contradictory information. Of course, that is not exclusive to religion. But most promoters of religion have it in their best interests to hide facts and masquerade their own regressive perspectives as truth.
A problem with discussing Islam
There have been so much extreme anti-Muslim expression that it is difficult to discuss criticism of Islam without fear of being branded a hater. I believe that there are legitimate issues with Islam as I believe that there are issues with all supernatural beliefs, especially those which have been codified.
There are a wide range of people who call themselves Muslim. I have met people who were more general Muslims in that they did not believe in literal interpretation and adherence. I've known some who adhere to the core rituals but have modern interpretations regarding a number of subjects. Yet I have also encountered extremist Muslims. But the same range occur with Christians and followers of Judaism. The religions and their influence on people's actions are quite similar. So a lot of my criticism is toward religion and supernatural beliefs in general. But each religion does have their particular issues.
But some progressive folks who want to discuss issues specific to Islam are branded as Islamophobes and lumped in with the right-wingers. But there really are differences between critics of the religion and the people who believe. When I discuss issues which I believe to exist with particular belief systems, I am not expressing hate for the believers. How I feel about the people is dependent on the specifics of what attitudes and actions result from their beliefs. Unfortunately, there have been so much irrational and ugly anti-Muslim expressions that the rest of the discussion gets muzzled.
There are a wide range of people who call themselves Muslim. I have met people who were more general Muslims in that they did not believe in literal interpretation and adherence. I've known some who adhere to the core rituals but have modern interpretations regarding a number of subjects. Yet I have also encountered extremist Muslims. But the same range occur with Christians and followers of Judaism. The religions and their influence on people's actions are quite similar. So a lot of my criticism is toward religion and supernatural beliefs in general. But each religion does have their particular issues.
But some progressive folks who want to discuss issues specific to Islam are branded as Islamophobes and lumped in with the right-wingers. But there really are differences between critics of the religion and the people who believe. When I discuss issues which I believe to exist with particular belief systems, I am not expressing hate for the believers. How I feel about the people is dependent on the specifics of what attitudes and actions result from their beliefs. Unfortunately, there have been so much irrational and ugly anti-Muslim expressions that the rest of the discussion gets muzzled.
Saturday, June 2, 2018
About Dreams
I often have vivid dreams. They are often story style dreams but sometimes with impossible shifts and events in the stories. I occasionally have dreams which appear very realistic in my waking memory of them. Some were so vivid and realistic that my brain stores them as memories as if they were real events. An example is a dream or series of dreams where I stole cars. I had these dreams in my 20's. I know as fact that I never stole any cars. Yet the memories are there like half forgotten events.
I can definitely see how people can think that dreams as spiritually or dimensionally significance. I recall reading a book by a guy who even claimed that he traveled to other dimensions when he slept. My interpretations of dreams used to lean toward giving high significance to dreams. But, as I did with other matters in my life, I decided to take a more physical approach to dreams. My personal analysis and reading supplied the idea that there are multiple neurological causes for dreams.
The brain is complex. But it can generally be understood that we have cognitive functions and autonomic functions in the brain. A lot of the brain activity during sleep is autonomic. However, cognitive functions during sleep are suppressed rather than completely shut down. This is important to understand relating to the types of dreams. One of the autonomic functions of the brain during sleep is the processing of memories, which include activities, conversions and even thoughts which occur during waking times. I've read that the brain doesn't just transfer memories from short term memory to long term memory. The brain sort of replays the memories in order to associate them with related long term memories. This relates to dreams because the suppressed cognitive functions perceives some of the memory activity and tries to make sense of it. But we cannot usually think in a conscious way during sleep so the suppressed cognitive functions have difficulties making sense of what is going on. So sort of an unconscious imagination comes into play to interpret the memory replay. People who can remember their dreams can see how the dreams usually change based on changing conscious attitudes and experiences. For example, I tend to have more science fiction oriented dreams when I watch or read science fiction. Horror style dreams sometimes occur after watching a horror movie. When I was younger, I tended to have supernatural type dreams when I had religious and supernatural beliefs. A lot of my current dreams relate to travel because I think a lot and have planning related to the cross-country trip which I will do in less than 3 years from now. I also have work related dreams both relating to my current work and what I might do after the trip.
A second aspect of dreams relates to physical conditions during sleep. If I have the need to get up and use the bathroom, the dream which I have at the time will incorporate bathroom use in the dream. If I don't wake up when the urge initially comes, bathroom events will become repetitive in the dream until I wake up. Sounds which occur while sleeping can get incorporated in the dreams, sometimes as sounds and sometimes as shifts in the dream. Getting tangled in my bed sheets can result in some kind of entanglement in my dreams.
So 2 primary causes of dreams are memory (processing of memories which the suppressed cognition tries to interpret) and conditional (what is happening physically). A 3rd aspect of dreams can relate to the suppressed consciousness continuing thoughts which might have occurred during the day. I can sometimes generate specific styles of dreams based on what I am thinking about as I go to sleep. Sort of a 4th aspect to dreaming, which I think accounts for some of the more bizarre or chaotic dreams, is the merging of the other aspects of dreaming. Since cognition is suppressed, the sometimes conflicting dream elements generated by the different functions of the brain can result in odd twists, turns, shifts and even overlapping dream elements.
Another factor in dreams is neurochemistry. Different activities release different chemicals and nerve impulses. Sleep requires specific neurochemistry. However, certain dream activity can confuse the nervous system and cause a release of some neurochemical activity which normally occurs with wakeful activity. Since the body has limited mobility during sleep, the neurochemistry affected by dream activity can further affect the states of the dreams.
I find dreams entertaining and sometimes interesting. But I feel that the specifics of dreams have limited importance since a primary factor in dreams is suppressed cognition. But there is one thing which I find useful about dreams. Since an aspect of dreams relates to memories which come from occurrences and mental states during conscious times, some patterns in dreams can be useful to understanding our conscious states. But this can have a lot of misinterpretations so I mainly use dreams as a reference tool rather than a diagnostic tool.
Further reading:
Human Brain Still Awake, Even During Deep Sleep
https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2008/10/081008101740.htm
What Happens in the Brain During Sleep?
https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/what-happens-in-the-brain-during-sleep1/
Why Do We Dream? Recent Developments In Neuroscience May Have The Answer.
https://www.forbes.com/sites/quora/2016/10/04/why-do-we-dream-recent-developments-in-neuroscience-may-have-the-answer/#212156055451
Cognitive neuroscience of dreams
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cognitive_neuroscience_of_dreams
How Sleep Works - Neurological Mechanisms of Sleep
https://www.howsleepworks.com/how_neurological.html
Dreams - Introduction
https://www.howsleepworks.com/dreams.html
I can definitely see how people can think that dreams as spiritually or dimensionally significance. I recall reading a book by a guy who even claimed that he traveled to other dimensions when he slept. My interpretations of dreams used to lean toward giving high significance to dreams. But, as I did with other matters in my life, I decided to take a more physical approach to dreams. My personal analysis and reading supplied the idea that there are multiple neurological causes for dreams.
The brain is complex. But it can generally be understood that we have cognitive functions and autonomic functions in the brain. A lot of the brain activity during sleep is autonomic. However, cognitive functions during sleep are suppressed rather than completely shut down. This is important to understand relating to the types of dreams. One of the autonomic functions of the brain during sleep is the processing of memories, which include activities, conversions and even thoughts which occur during waking times. I've read that the brain doesn't just transfer memories from short term memory to long term memory. The brain sort of replays the memories in order to associate them with related long term memories. This relates to dreams because the suppressed cognitive functions perceives some of the memory activity and tries to make sense of it. But we cannot usually think in a conscious way during sleep so the suppressed cognitive functions have difficulties making sense of what is going on. So sort of an unconscious imagination comes into play to interpret the memory replay. People who can remember their dreams can see how the dreams usually change based on changing conscious attitudes and experiences. For example, I tend to have more science fiction oriented dreams when I watch or read science fiction. Horror style dreams sometimes occur after watching a horror movie. When I was younger, I tended to have supernatural type dreams when I had religious and supernatural beliefs. A lot of my current dreams relate to travel because I think a lot and have planning related to the cross-country trip which I will do in less than 3 years from now. I also have work related dreams both relating to my current work and what I might do after the trip.
A second aspect of dreams relates to physical conditions during sleep. If I have the need to get up and use the bathroom, the dream which I have at the time will incorporate bathroom use in the dream. If I don't wake up when the urge initially comes, bathroom events will become repetitive in the dream until I wake up. Sounds which occur while sleeping can get incorporated in the dreams, sometimes as sounds and sometimes as shifts in the dream. Getting tangled in my bed sheets can result in some kind of entanglement in my dreams.
So 2 primary causes of dreams are memory (processing of memories which the suppressed cognition tries to interpret) and conditional (what is happening physically). A 3rd aspect of dreams can relate to the suppressed consciousness continuing thoughts which might have occurred during the day. I can sometimes generate specific styles of dreams based on what I am thinking about as I go to sleep. Sort of a 4th aspect to dreaming, which I think accounts for some of the more bizarre or chaotic dreams, is the merging of the other aspects of dreaming. Since cognition is suppressed, the sometimes conflicting dream elements generated by the different functions of the brain can result in odd twists, turns, shifts and even overlapping dream elements.
Another factor in dreams is neurochemistry. Different activities release different chemicals and nerve impulses. Sleep requires specific neurochemistry. However, certain dream activity can confuse the nervous system and cause a release of some neurochemical activity which normally occurs with wakeful activity. Since the body has limited mobility during sleep, the neurochemistry affected by dream activity can further affect the states of the dreams.
I find dreams entertaining and sometimes interesting. But I feel that the specifics of dreams have limited importance since a primary factor in dreams is suppressed cognition. But there is one thing which I find useful about dreams. Since an aspect of dreams relates to memories which come from occurrences and mental states during conscious times, some patterns in dreams can be useful to understanding our conscious states. But this can have a lot of misinterpretations so I mainly use dreams as a reference tool rather than a diagnostic tool.
Further reading:
Human Brain Still Awake, Even During Deep Sleep
https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2008/10/081008101740.htm
What Happens in the Brain During Sleep?
https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/what-happens-in-the-brain-during-sleep1/
Why Do We Dream? Recent Developments In Neuroscience May Have The Answer.
https://www.forbes.com/sites/quora/2016/10/04/why-do-we-dream-recent-developments-in-neuroscience-may-have-the-answer/#212156055451
Cognitive neuroscience of dreams
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cognitive_neuroscience_of_dreams
How Sleep Works - Neurological Mechanisms of Sleep
https://www.howsleepworks.com/how_neurological.html
Dreams - Introduction
https://www.howsleepworks.com/dreams.html
Sunday, May 27, 2018
Some of my thoughts on abortion
I am pro-choice. I
am also pro-abortion. I will go as far as saying that abortion is moral. In the majority of cases, the procedures done are
chemical abortions in early stages of pregnancy. There is very little risk to the women and the fetus does not feel anything. Also, I do not believe in
considering the fetus as an individual until way late in the pregnancy.
Abortion is not the killing of humans but simply ending the potential of one.
Speaking of
potential, a lot of behavior, both good and bad, can be traced to conditions and events from childhood. That is a major reason why I am pro-abortion. I
personally have known people whose childhood environment and experiences
negatively impacted their adult lives. In some cases, bad childhoods have a
direct thread to harm which these people had done to others. The quality of adult life is increased when children are exposed to positive conditions and
experiences. Birth control is best for controlling when and where children are born, which in turn often supplies more positive experiences for the children. But abortion is a reasonable option. This is especially the case with the morning after pill. In fact, I believe it's time to make all contraceptives, including the morning after pill universally free. That would have a positive affect on the quality of life, including the victims of people who were raised in ways which affected their negative behaviors toward others. Although indecisive about whether abortions should be free, I do believe that abortion options should be universally available.
I do not believe in a soul so there's no need to consider when that nonexistent thing becomes part of a fetus. Contrary to propaganda to the contrary, science shows that fetuses up to 6 months do not feel pain. Through experience and education, I know how much childhood affects adulthood. This is a primary reason why I believe in free contraceptives and am leaning toward free abortions. I certainly believe that contraceptives and abortion options should be highly promoted. Couples or people around them need to be cognizant of how much the timing of a birth is critically important for the child and future adult. I had a pretty wild period when a girlfriend got pregnant. Neither of us were in adequate financial and psychological states to become parents. We knew the risks were high that we would make critical mistakes which would have long term consequences. We considered the idea that maybe having the child would motivate us to do better. But that seemed selfish to us. We chose abortion. I paid for it completely since I had a better income that she did.
I knew a crazy couple who had a child who was ultimately taken away from them. I knew the man more than the woman. He was basically a stoner who hung around some groups which I was sometimes in. The woman was disliked by a lot of people because she tended to pick fights. She often talked shit about everyone. The 2 people were very different. Probably a common factor was a lack of sex, not that they never had sex but neither of their current mental states supported it. So that may have been a factor. Also, they both were on SSI. After they got together, the guy was bragging about getting the woman pregnant. After the birth, they managed to get an apartment where they immediately began to have parties. I briefly went to one but refused to hangout or go to others because I thought that the level of pot and cigarette smoke with the presence of the child amounted to child abuse. Plus the woman still tended to yell at people. Within a few months, the child was taken away but was returned with the couple's promise to get help. The child was taken again when he was around a year old. I heard that protective services saw enough problems that the couple may not have gotten the child back if it weren't for a "liberal" lawyer who took the case. It took several months but they regained custody. But they lost custody again by the time that the child was 3. At that point, the couple separated. I don't know what ultimately became of the person born into such a crazy environment. But the child and whatever kind of adult it became deserved a better start than it was given.
A factor relating to the importance of contraception and abortion is that a lot more people with a wide range of mental states have the ability to have kids. Some of these folks have inadequate capabilities to be parents. Too many of these people are having kids. Think Forrest Gump. That movie painted a rosy picture of the situation. But I know from personal experience of being raised by a mentally handicapped mother and with a mentally handicapped brother that things can be hazardous for the child of parents who are not ready or even capable of parenting. There are limits to what can be done in the worst cases but people smart enough to decide that they aren't ready should definitely have all opportunities to avoid bringing children into bad or hazardous environments. Those opportunities should include abortion.
In closing, I want to note the slippery slope which we are on with the current state of anti-abortion politics and governance. Although I have discussed abortion and contraceptives side by side, they really are different. But there are some religionist folks who lump both abortion and contraception together as immoral acts. As laws get enacted which force abortion services and even discussion of abortion by some doctors to end, the financial resources are getting diverted to groups which are not only against abortion but are against contraception. This is a regressive direction which will have dire consequences. Where does it stop?
In the US, most republicans are anti-abortion. Yet 2 groups of progressives are culpable in allowing these social conservative republicans in office. One group are the flip-flop voters. These are the generally progressive people who vote for candidates based on "need for change" or some other feelings which conflict with the voter's socially progressive ideals. It's time for all social progressives to become a solid block against social regressive politics. This segways to the other group who unintentionally let social conservatives gain control. These are the people who either don't vote or vote only during presidential election years. I'm not saying that everyone should necessarily vote. I have a relative in his 80's who feels that his mental state is not adequate anymore. I respect his decision to not vote. But such a small percentage of the capable population do vote. Yet social conservatives have some extra resources to drive their people to vote. There are also other factors not relevant to this article which create a substantial number of people who consistently vote and do so based on regressive ideas. This is a factor why some of the most regressive laws go on the ballot during the years when there tends to be lower voter turnout.
I, for one, vote every year because I see the dangers which are developing due to low voter turnout.
Sunday, April 15, 2018
Physical Morals
Preface
I
would like to first state that this work is based on my personal
understanding. This is not intended as an authoritative piece
of work. It is more of a general outline which I hope will be useful
to others.
Some people will question why a topic about physically defined morals is needed. I see multiple reasons. One reason is because too many people’s ethics are tied to supernatural beliefs. Some even go as far as to say that morality requires religion. But this is false. There are lots of people who have a sense of ethics without religion. Also, there are common morals across some quite different religions, which removes exclusivity from any one religion. Another reason is that morals tied closely to supernatural beliefs are inconsistent and unstable. A reason why some religions have a spectrum of people from fanatical killers to peaceful non-violent folks is because many religions’ scriptures support both. For Christianity, some people claim that the old testament laws are superseded by Christ’s sacrifice while others point to his statements about all the old laws being valid.
A
confusing factor is about post-religionist morals. People who
go through an “immoral” period after they leave a religion are
used as evidence for the religious beliefs. But I believe that
this shows the opposite. Using religion to teach morals is tenuous at
best. Not only are the old morals difficult to modernize with new
knowledge (Religionists’ perspective on gays as example) but people
sometimes have to regain ethical footing after leaving a belief
system. Ethics are more consistent over time and more easily
maintained by people as their beliefs change if the ethics are
grounded in the physical. This is because the ethics are independent
of the changing beliefs. Unethical behaviors not based in religion
have little to hide from when the supernatural or god cards are not
played.
I
believe that humanity needs to wholly embrace ethics with physical
origins. All religions have changed over time while most have
internal conflicts. Even the gods change over time, including
the judeo-christian ones (plural intended). Additionally, the morals
written down are those held by the authors at the time of the
writings. Regardless of what religionists claim, the morals in
the texts of religions are based on people’s perceptions and
information, often full of biases and inaccuracies. As new
information needing new ethics and understanding of behaviors becomes
better, the ancient morals can’t keep up. But physically
based ethics can grow with modern understanding of things. Physical
ethics can use new knowledge to remove the harmful ethics and add new
ones as needed.
So,
how am I doing with regards to ethics. In a way, I can be
compared to how our societies are transitioning from supernatural
authority to physical reality for ethics. I was once a devout
Christian. I read the Bible from beginning to end 3 times by the time
I was 17 years old. But experiences in my late teens challenged my
beliefs. I struggled with attempts to believe in a god, the
soul and so on for some time. But I eventually realized that the only
constant is the physical. So I reoriented my perspective to a purely
physical one. Since my morality was so closely associated with
the religion of my youth, I made some ethical mistakes. The process
is not complete. But I strive to be a fully ethical person based on
the physical model. My biggest shortfall is in the personal category.
The personal ethics include balanced exercise and a healthy
diet. I’m still working on those things.
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Although
I will be discussing ethical categories, ethics in 1 category affect
other categories. For instance, how we treat ourselves can
affect chemical states in the brain. This, in turn, can affect our
emotions which can then affect our social ethics. Personal
knowledge can also affect social ethics. A lack of understanding as
to why we react in certain ways can lead to behavioral patterns which
negatively impact our social ethics.
PERSONAL
ETHICS
How
we treat ourselves
Three
key ethics in this category are fitness, diet and self awareness. Of
these 3, I want to primarily discuss personal awareness. Self
awareness affects the fitness, diet and other personal ethics. For
example, I didn’t notice how much I was getting out of shape. But
self awareness affects the other ethical categories. I can contrast 2
people who illustrate this. One guy was quick to anger. When
people would point out that his anger seemed out of proportion, he
would get angrier. While I knew him, he never realized how his anger
issues were due to something in him. He believed that it was
always the stupidity of others which sparked his anger. Another guy
had similar anger issues. He said that he once tended to be angry all
the time. But he realized that his anger was not proportional to the
stuff which angered him. He sought psychological and medical
help. It was eventually found that there was a neurological cause to
his rages which could be addressed with medication. These are
examples of how self awareness affects social ethics. But self
awareness is also socially useful for general purposes. Being
aware of the nature of our reactions helps us understand that our
reactions may not match the stuff being reacted to. For instance,
some people tend to have more negative reactions to things which are
different. But an adequately self aware person will look at the
differences independent of his or her reactions. Good fitness
and diet can have effects beyond the personal as well. Fitness and
diet can affect mood, which then affects how others are treated.
SOCIAL
ETHICS
How we treat others and their stuff
How we treat others and their stuff
A
physical starting point supports a more socially progressive approach
to ethics. We can examine differences based on their real
effects on people. Certain standards remain, such as avoidance of
theft and violence. But we can appreciate diversity more from a
physical perspective. We can distinguish between real harm from
imaginary harm. Our social ethics evolve as our understanding does.
And we do endeavor to understand. We don’t assume that
ancient restrictions are valid just because they are still taught. We
don’t assume that our initial reactions are necessarily correct.
We emphasize empathy. We look at our impact on others. As a
community of people, we sometimes have to alter what we want if it
negatively impacts others. But we don’t restrict other people’s
wants if they have no negative impact.
ENVIRONMENTAL
ETHICS
What
we put into the air and water has consequences. Those
consequences require new ethics which we have been ill prepared to
deal with. It’s rather enlightening to read about
environmental history. Human difficulties with modifying behavior to
ensure a healthy environment have existed since before written
history. But the environmental degradation was more localized
than current times. Since earth is a mostly closed system, the
impacts are accumulating. We’ve made corrections but we continue to
make excuses for not being cleaner. It doesn’t seem to matter
that people’s health and lives are impacted. Environmental ethics
take a back seat to economics and convenience. My physical
perspective shows me that I need to do better at a personal level.
But the responsibility for keeping Earth a healthy place requires
changes by all peoples, companies and countries. We can rebuild
a healthy environment. We have the technology and knowledge. We have
the capability to create environments which are better for the
current and future generations. But it requires more use of our
cognitive abilities and more intellectual honesty.
COGNITIVE
ETHICS
I
believe that there are also cognitive ethics which affect all the
rest. This may seem obvious to some people. But I believe that
how we process information and understand things are factors which
are hugely neglected. I am an example. I was raised in an
environment which was rather intellectually stunted. Religion was a
factor in this. But it went beyond that. There were a lot of topics
which I was misinformed about. The adults did not intentionally
deceive me. They believed the things which they passed on. And I was
taught to take too much stuff at face value. But there was also the
“gut” mentality. You’ve probably heard it. “Go with
your gut feelings”. “First impressions are often right”. And so
on. But I came to realize that misinformation breeds misinformation.
And there is no such thing as first impressions. How we judge things
are often based on a combination of past experiences, what we are
taught and neurological factors. I had kind of a personal
cognitive revolution. I learned to look a bit more thoroughly at
things. My opinions changed as I learned, as did my behaviors. I am
still working on these things. But that is part of the point. I
acknowledge that my information is imperfect and my judgements may be
flawed. I, for one, am still endeavoring to do better, to be better,
to ask questions and learn… to evolve.
I
read some interesting points regarding intellectual honesty which fit
my discoveries.
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One’s sense of conviction should be in proportion to the level of clear evidence assembled
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Be willing to acknowledge and question one’s own assumptions and biases
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Be willing to acknowledge where your information is weak
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Be willing to acknowledge when you are wrong
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Be willing to realize when your opinions are colored by emotion
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Issues go beyond the individuals who are discussing them
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Be careful how you fill in the gaps
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Commit to critical thinking
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Be willing to look at ideas contrary to your own but be fact based
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